Lesson 1: Love is..

the first and most important lesson..

love, to define love..

so love is....



yea...my baby, Jessica.

well if i were to put it all into words, i cant, probably i will never be able to.

but if i were to redefine love, it will be Jessica.

it takes loads of strength to sleep on just two chairs, to tolerate annoying ward-mates, hospital food, to be unconditionally hospitable, to be patient in waiting for the operation to finish, to cope with stress, lack of sleep and hunger and of course my annoying attitude towards my fear of injections and anesthesias..

i cant give you anything tantamount, but thats the beauty of it, you didnt expect anything tantamount to it...you were just there for me.

i would have to say perfect love does cast out all fears...

i lurve you, baby and i wouldnt have made it thru if you werent there for me.

-vadai-